So the main thing that's wrong with me and relationships is I become too dependent on trying to attain the ideal status. Like me and studying... and me and crew.. and me and people. Perhaps I should just stop trying to be the best, and settle for what I have. It really is amazing how music, a long drive, buying drugs, and downing an entire Chipotle burrito can make you feel better.
Don't pretend you've never been there. I guess my only frustration is the fact that my senior year.. my last chance to prove myself. To get into gradschool, to work on my people skills before I leave this school, to make the best of Maryland and what I might have here. To figure out what I need to do to stay polite without tearing myself up inside.
What 48 hour rule? I'm not even racing...
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